If You Could See Me Now

Exams over! Time for story!!!!

2009-08-27T08:42:00.002+08:00

Finally the exams are over and i can concentrate on my story, but the thing is, EOY is coming up again. It's like an endless cycle of devestating things. Ytd was full of tears, not going ot tell why, -it's private- and well, ah crap. not going on with this. So completing my story in chap 5. may end it in chap 10 or so. too long a book if i write more. =) so this is IT lesson and i wanna go play facebook. okay, blabbering here. so elated coz i finally got my pass word and username rite. too long a time since i came in here. created a new blog and account for nothing. zzzz

Back

2009-02-02T12:50:00.001+08:00

It's been long sicnce i've posted n now posting frm sch com,nothing 2 post today.when squid is back i'm so killing him humph

dun ever put my name ther

2008-12-29T20:47:00.003+08:00

-A test i needed 2 do frm Wen Xin-

1. What's your full name?
Ang Yu Ting

2. Do you like your sur-name?
On some occasions,yea.

3. How long have you like the person you currently like?
First,i dun like any1.So,ther is no how long to it.

4. Have you kissed any1 in the last 48 hours?
YES! MY MOTHER!i was thanking her 4 my b'day present.

5. Did you cry 2day?
No,y shd i?every1 shd be cheerful!

6. What are you doin this mornin at 8am?
Erm,sleeping,since i slept at 2.30 am-.-

7. What are you doing an hour ago
Cleanin my room -.-

8. What are you currently doin?
Doing these questions and fallin asleep due 2 the ques.

9. Who last texted you?
Andrew.

10.Have you told any1 u love them 2day?
Yea,my parents

11. D0 you miss any1 now?
Yea,my dad.

12. Any plans 4 tmr?
Hope so.

13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
I can't ever find the time i last cried during the last 4 mths.

14. Is there any1 you wanna be wif now?
Yea,my dad,so he cn celebrate my b'day wif me.

15. Have you kiss any1 who's name start wif a 'c'?
yea, my cousin when we were 2,does tt count?-.-

16. Name somebody who makes you smile 2day
Tricia,my mother,my friends(priscia,melissa...),my aunts and my grandmother. =)

17. Name a frew whose name start with a 'z'.
Can't remember.

18. Which of your frew stays closer 2 u?
Melissa n Wanessa.they just live 1 floor below

19. Do you prefer 2 call of text?
No preference

20. Was ytd better than 2day?
Nope,coz it's my b'day 2day.

21. Can you live a day without ur tv n ur phone?
Are you kiddin me?!i spent 2 whole mths without my hp,com N tv(snatched away).

22. Are you mad bout anythin now?
Nope,just celebrating my much cold b'day. =)

23. Do you think tt relationships are really worth it?
Yea!Friendship's relationship(means being frews) is the most important!

24. Last person u visited in a hospital
None.

25. When is your last n second last hug?
Last n second las hug: today

26. What is the last msg in ur inbox says?
Doesn matter wad is it

27. How do you feel bout life now?
Feel it as a never endin cycle of happiness and sorrowness. =)

28. Do you hate any1?
As in a person?No.

29. Last person you called?
Didn call any1.

30. Who usually send the most text in a mth?
I didn sms 4 2 mths,so i dun noe.

31. Is ur room messy now.
NO!as i just stated in Q7. -.-

32. Who would be mad if ur room is messy.
No idea,it wasn messy until i do arts n craft n it

33. Ur shortest relationship?
Dun remember havin bein wif a frew 4 a short tim, min. was a yr.

34. Who do u look like?
My parents.duh, -.-

35. Tagg 5 ppl 2 do this quest.
FINALLY!!!!!
1.Tricia
2. Hweeshi jie
3. Terry
4. Jia Yun
5. Qu Wen

advanture!!!!!

2008-12-02T13:05:00.002+08:00

(4th shu mu and 4th shu gong referred as aunt and uncle)wow,i'm so bored in the old farm,stuck ther coz i can't wake up early enuf 2 catch my dad coming here(new farm) old farm's com both down,can't on9 unless i'm here.anw,dun mention all these sad sad things -heehee-so my uncle,aunt,mum and i took an advanture.we went out opp.the old farm took a bus down to weifang bus interchange and n took a bus 2 qingdao. my butt sore leh,sit so long,frm old farm-wei fang (1/2 hour) wei fang-qingdao(2 1/2 - 3 hour) after tt took pictures on my aunt's cam,never bring here,so no pictures yet.anw,we took a ferry and witness some every ineresting sites,the tour guide so funny,she says that 'gd 1 pls tell, no gd pls dun tell,er u get wad i mean' tt's wad she said,so after the ferry,ther were 2 buses,one is 2 go 4 another (play/fun tour) or go straight back to the port,since it's cold,(i didn think so)we went back,the tour guide not happy, den bring us to the temple and throw us ther,never come back.luckily it's near the trian station and i took photos ther,well, we still went back,bought sea-shells and lots lots lots LOTS of cuttlefish,octopus to eat,sigh 300-400 ren ming bi lyk tt gone. (mostly 4 my aunt n uncle)nvm,the building ther is just splended!!!!lyk europe,u guys will get wadda mean when u c the photos.-longing 2 go eruope- so magical when along the sea side,it's lyk -ignore the old buildings and u'll find urself transported into eruope-FUN!!!on the way back which is lyk 6pm,it's alreadly VERY VERY dark,we took a bus home 2 wei fang,onli 5 ppl.-scary-we watched -coughs-King-coughs-Kong... ERM,WANNA MAKE THIS CLEAR,IT IS VERY KIND OK,so dun make fun of -coughs-u noe who i'm talking bout.indeed it was a nice show and it was very kind 2 the lady,obviously tricia IS MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER than it.so just save tt ridiculous nonsense bout her!so, tt's bout all! ^^ tricia,i miss you so much!pls on9 soon!c u at thrusday if possible, oh ya,tmr it's gonna be snowing i think,tt's wad it's saying and we'll hav another trip agn next time,maybe tmr! ^^

stuck....photo time!

2008-11-27T11:02:00.016+08:00

vulture n bunny?

eagle / vulture?snake or...actually, i dun even noe wad this is

seal n bunny

eagle or vulture?

erm,snake n bunny

me hitting his head

okokokok,,this IS GD!!!!this is the shadow game,heehee.time 4 a break frm those learning journal tt u ppl are lookin,this is WB n me..

winter melon in the abandoned pig style(not really style,erm house would be a better word)

this is er...water too,de-sumthing..^^it froze,i can even stand on it,almost fell,-splat-

o0,the water outside FROZE!!!!???well,must be santa,whoosh and froze the water 2 remind us 2 bring cookies 4 him

kao ya ^^

they bought a machine 2 kao things,here, is a..erm... kao rou,ya

ok,this,he is tying 2 use my bottle,he cant make the splash,trying hard 2 press,-heehee-WRONG SIDE WB!!!

mi gramps n candy shot

o0,open wide!!!the train is coming near!!!^^(peng xi,WB's bro)

candy shot

candy shots

potato in a basket

candy shot

o0 potatos

many many sacks of potato.

o0,potatos

THE jian bing

take a CLOSER LOOK-magnified-

o0,packed carrots n vege

ah...orderly,fruits n nuts

beautiful bean sprouts

this is the street name tt my gramps had been goin since 16 yrs ago

look at those pretty big vegetables

their weighing machine

ok..frm this on is my potography skills-heehee-

wow!bright red tomatos!!!wonderful isn't it?! (m.t)

how my 4th shu mu pay 4 the vegetables (m.t)

can be known as cousin... WEN BING-tt dao dan little rasal^^-ltr known as WB (m.t)

market (m.t)

BING TANG HU LU!!!!! (m.t)

o0.baked sweet potato (m.t)

market (m.t)

market.. (m.t)

this is the left part of our old farm (m.t)

ok.this pic. is taken frm my mum,so pictures taken by her will hav an initial '(m.t)'note tt it's for mum-taken(means photo taken by mum)so this is a 45 min walk frm the old farm,i didn go,i was at the new farm^^it's a gan ji(market)

the left side frm outside the old farm(see!!!i can't even go out 4 a gd walk!no shops,onli tie chang) (m.t)

the right side frm outside the old farm (m.t)

opps..-mum!!!y did u take such a photo?!--blush-i mean it's just SO TASTY!!!!any1 would wanna lick their fingers-feels small-(in between the 2 houses) (m.t)

a closer look frm behind the scene -giggles-

this is E wonderful sweet potato.-sniff-mmm...smells gd,-crisp-mmm....tastes gd too.^^

WOW! don't it make you wanna taste it?!well,wait no more!jump into the picture n grasp 1!!!-giggles-

my dad n my 4th uncle checking the coal be4 bbqing

blurred picture -sorry!-tt basket is the uncooked ba qua

okok,now THE REAL thing.^^ members of our family bbqing our handmade ba qua^^

the charcoal be4 bbqing
the whole family of xiao gu^^

cousin-sean and my mum(be4 goin,airport)

yea,we were havin bbq(erm,the famous handmade 'ba qua' in our family)heehee tt's my 3rd shu gong

look at the car here!so dusty tt i can make a flower! ^^

hey guys!the temp here is gettin lower day by day,it is expected 2 snow alittle these few days.it's 1 degree outside just now,in office now,so warm though ^^ ok,this post is bout photos!!!!!!!n videos,videos frm my father on e way 2 my ancestors house,I'm the 23rd batch -heehee-lol..well,the craving stopped at my father's generation.-too bad-^^ the bbq is on the 1st night

13,14,15 nov

2008-11-15T11:30:00.002+08:00

sorry!now in dad's office,camera wif my mum-at the old farm-,ok,so let me 'report'-giggles- the 1st day wasn as cold as these few days,on the day we arrived,on beijing was 6 degrees,erm bout 7-8 am in the morning.9.45 we went 2 the domestic flight 2 get out flight 2 qingdao.sorry 2 dissapoint tris!!i promised tt i'll on9 on tt very day!but coz my gramps wanna go visit another pig farm,den we had no choice.i slept the whole way ther so i didn go in.when i woke up,my mum and i loitered around the outside.^^it was cold!but i had my gloves =) never felt more refreshing in china.the afternnon temp den was 14-15 degrees.(sorry if i made any mistakes typing,my fingers are just so numb!!!!)so anw,i got home n tried 2 on e com,but no connection,so cant on.at night my uncles n aunties father 2gether 2 make homemade BBQ sweet potato and ba gua,can compare wif singapore 1 u noe ^^.it's dalicious..mouth-watering dish i must say=)14 nov... it was raining the whole day,ok not e whole day,since afternoon.i cooped myself in my gramps office watching anime.ther e connection no gd,nit 2 on n off e com.i was supposed 2 on com 2night,but i got pulled 2 a dinner wif officials coz my dad's fren came 2 china...their dinner was somewhat nice...ther was lots of ood but it was all not finished =) so wasteful,but it's their custom...so we cant say anything-when treating others 2 food,mus be leftovers,so e person who pays wun diu lian-after tt,when they all went back,my dad's fren n our family went 4 foot massage,so ticklish..-giggles-15 nov.....ok,2day isn finished yet,so briefly,i'm stuck in my dad's office freezing and numb fingers =)gotta bargain e com wif my dad,-y could he just get another 1!!!!-ok,fine,wait i cant cool down,it's alr so cold here!!! =) okok,i gotta go watch anime now be4 he comes back n take e com -sobs- ^^

musical photos

2008-11-06T18:29:00.006+08:00

Tricia YuTing

Tricia-isn't she gorgeous in tt dress?!-^^

YuTing EnYu

EnYu YuTing Tricia

agn...

YuTing's mum and YuTing

Tricia,EnYu,YuTing

En Yu ,Yu Ting

Mr Sir Stamford Raffles

Near the Singapore River...
Note*-e words below each picture is e description for e picture above-thank you^^
the musical was short!so disappointing...though i dun understand wad e show was about-coz e sound effects wernt gd-,the play was still fantastic!gd luck ppl frm e drama club - giggles- if u r using tt 4 ur SYF. ^^

musical n holidays

2008-10-30T20:57:00.002+08:00

it's the holidays alreadly, so fast,i dun wanna go sec 2!!!!!!! i wan my p6 friends!!!! it was so much fun then,with my gor,a gong n others, even the teacher oso so fun, -guess i'm too mesmerized by yew tee pri- tmr got musical, got lots of questions goin through my mind, lyk how 2 walk ther, when meet n most importantly wad 2 wear... >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">lyk wearing skirts!!!! got some at home, but dun wear them, I'm sooooo inclined 2 my jeans!anw if u ppl have not catch HSM3! DO REMEMBER 2 CATCH IT! IT'S FANTASTIC! love the songs! finally got my hp back from e servicing centre,luckily my songs are still ther,but my hp no. all gone.. sob sob.. my p6 frews.... my SIM card oso got prob,luckily agn, can change it. lots of things have happen during this one month, got back my results n i really gotta get better than tt, thx 2 e EOY,get so low marks... -DREADS- well, nothing else 2 say except.. oh wait,gonna 2 china on e 12 nov... will take photos there n post, it's gonna be winter, so if i appear in e photos, I'll be wrapped up lyk a dumpling
ok, i gotta go!

ROLLARBLADING!!!!

2008-08-22T21:10:00.002+08:00

oh my!!!! i 4got 2 take a photo!!! u ppl shd see my teaching tris how 2 skate!!!! REALLY FUN! -well, at least she is better than my mother- oh my, SHE JUST ROCKS!!!! onli 1 HOUR and she learned it, much of it. went 2 buy a new skates at BPP. a very familer place 4 WSSS students. saw Qingfu there plaeing his PSP outside the HomeFix... -wa, qingfu, u looked so engrossed, heehee- anyway i went home n immediately called tricia, she just woked up. heehee sry 2 disturb u from ur sleep, n i told her if she wanted 2 learn how 2 skate n she went ' OKOK! LET'S GO, LET'S GO!MEET WHERE?MEET WHERE?' haa, i was laughing, heehee . so we meet up at my house n i taught her how 2 blade -FAST LEARNER I MUST SAE, I'M VERY IMPRESSED!- so we strode n blade around my house around a millionth time, then we moved out to the corridors, then the mutli-purpose hall. -they grow up so fast- HAHA, den she kinda taguth me how 2 draw anime, hmm.. next time u wan her 2 teach u sumthing, teach her sumthing 1st k guys! if not, she WUN. haha, so, 2dae got a bar of chocolate from mrs loe, heehee, ther is sumthing i dun understand,- y boys dun get chocolates from anna n xinyi, since u ppl r closer 2 them?- so anyway, i practically gave 3/4 bar of the chocolate 2 tris, sry 2 dissapoint u guys, n sry dm, never give u urs, i 4got, if u wan, i next time buy 1 4 u. =) 2dae brought reversi 2 sch n plaed. didn noe so many ppl in class noe how 2 plae reversi. must plae wif benjamin once, heard tt he is quite gd, must prepare myself, heehee. with a heave heart, i bid gd bye ppl!

daes goes past so fast, exams are drawing near

2008-08-20T21:21:00.002+08:00

hi ppl, i know its been lyk a week since i've posted, i just refreshed a long post be4 this, n i'm so freaked out, ugh! so anyway, let's continue, -coolin down- my results are idealistic n sum how surprising =) got a little additted 2 reversi though, coz i've always sum how IDOL this gal in my previous class, Kar Mun, -SUPER SMART N NOW IN RAFFLES- she played reversi too, never got a chance 2 plae with her though, sigh, i NEVER get 2 plae reversi wif her, but lost 2 a handful of smart alex in our previous class, lyk odelia, got fed up n read up bks on tt, den figured out sum pieces my self, learned by meself, hmm... self-study? ya sortta, my father would be there 2 plae wif me n now i can even win my father, sigh, now the onli thing i cannot win him is CHESS, english chess, wonder if i could learn any tech from the books my father bought, heehee. reversi is lyk our life, the beads we put are refelcting on how we look/ see our prespective in life, if u think i'm right / wrong, either way u r RIGHT! coz tt's hu u r n how u r! tt's how god created us, with imperfections tt one dae sum1 will learn 2 appreciate them, cherish those who noe how 2 cherish u! coz those ppl maybe the ones tt are the closest 2 u when u need help, they r always ready 2 lend a helping hand, there is no purpose where god has written there 4 u, u got 2 think bout it, WAD u wanna be, HOW u wanna be, WHY do u wanna be it, there are times when u r sad or sumthing lyk tt, upset, well dun be, coz there is always a rainbow after the rain, rainbows are beautiful, appreciate it n u'll find wonders tt u've never seen be4,-not a pot of gold, duh- if u believe this works, it'll! formula: HARD WORK + DETERMINATION + A BIT OF LUCK + SKILLS = MIRACLE .well, i feel lyk i've been relaxing 4 quiet a while now, i seem lyk i didn study at home, finished all my homework in sch, mum would be at home asking me 2 go practise my paino n all those, sigh, she dun even bother 2 ask me 2 go study, so i will be at the tv/ paino/ com - now onli 1 hr per dae- actually, tt was 2 conserve electricity, heehee dae passes by, exam caoming near, HOLIDAES drawing near! n wadya noe, 26 of AUG is our ORAL EXAMINATION, n i'm not STRESSED out at all, i'm beginnign 2 hate myself 4 tt, i shd be studying, hmm.. maybe i've lost track too much. well, guys, gd luck! 4 ur up-coming examination. luck will be shining on u, =) the more u wish ppl luck! the more luck u've got! heehee, tt works 4 me, =) if u r willing 2 try n believe it! i'm sure u'll be pleased with wad u have n be CONFIDENT! coz U NOE U CAN DO IT! =)

funny

2008-08-13T19:24:00.002+08:00

just now at bout 5 pm went down 2 plae badminton wif tricia, it's nice, -hey tris, we shd do tt more often!- ya n the funniest thing was tt wen we played, we tok n tok den i keep hitting her head wif the shuttle cord n she managed 2 hit me once 2! haha. anyways, we were plaeing 4 1 hour den my mum joined in. but too bad we were goin home. her father went 4 an operation this morning -gd luck uncle!- anyway, i keep buggin her 2 on the com -heehee- so i can finally continue our small tok, small tok =) nothin much 2 sae 2dae......

president og singapore

2008-08-08T16:38:00.004+08:00

hey guys i know tt i've been way long not writing in, well i was busy n stuff u now, but i hav a piece of gd news! 2dae i represented my sch 2 meet the president of Singapore =) it was great -of coz, onli shake hand, smile here smile there, eat lunch n all- ya it was at Thomson ther the old police academic... wher all the nan yang gal are standing... anyway, it was lyk so fast, n boring. waited ther 4 lyk 1 1/2 hrs coz president not here. sad, i went with my vice prin. was tokin 2 her, lots of stuff. hee hee i'm not surprised if sum 1 came 2 our class n repair the door haa.... get wadcha mean? =) well eveydae is enjoyable, tuesdae had hist test, wed had maths test, thur had cca+geog test. maths result came out n i got full marks haa index no. 1,2, n 3 oso got full marks. -so i sae, boys lousy mah!- okok, jkjk, relax la boys dun nit so worked up. -bored- now adaes i get bored easily so pls 4give me ya? ty... next tues got sci test. prepared evey1?

1 AUG

2008-08-01T15:24:00.002+08:00

FINALLY IT'S AUG, NEW MONTH MEANS NEW TOPICS, ADDITIONAL STRESS,MORE SHOWS(MEANING SCH) MEANS NEW BREAKS, BUT DOESN MEAN CAN SLACK AND BE LAZY. ANYWAY, MR TEO DUN WAN TELL US HIS B'DAY BUT IT'S IN AUG, SO HAPPY B'DAY SQUID. YTD MRS YIP DANCE ON STAGE, SHE THOUGHT ME WANTED HER 2 DANCE, BUT ACTUALLY WE WANNA SA BO HER ONLI. HAA HILLARIOUS LO. anyways, 2dae was not feeling well, but gotta smile throughout the day =) coz i dun lyk being sad, neither do i wan see them sad haa. downloaded new songs inside my hp, see still got wad songs mi classmates hav den exchange, haa, sounds lyk butter trading(sum old-time trading) but unfortuantely i dun think hav space haa gotta delete summore. these few days not feeling quite well, head spinning very often n sum times will 'blackout'. mum keep asking me if wanna visit doc. not, but always refuse haa. tmr got CIP. will report on tt tmr, dunno after cip do wad. sigh- P.S CIP chnged from orchard rd 2 jurong liao.

Songs 2

2008-07-27T17:49:00.002+08:00

DORIS DAY!!!! I LOVE HER.... SONGS!!!!!

Perhaps Perhaps......
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ukB-mVM48OI
Lyrics:
http://www.metrolyrics.com/perhaps-perhaps-lyrics-doris-day.html

Que Sera Sera
http://youtube.com/watch?v=xZbKHDPPrrc

post more next time, gtg out =)

loves, shuantae

bored

2008-07-20T18:08:00.002+08:00

ther is tremendous happiness in makin other happy,despite ur own sit.shared grief is 1/2 e sorrow,happiness wen shared is doubled. i find this sentence very nicely written.anyway, the 2008 syf is at IMM yesterday. YEW TEE ROCKS!!!! the other sch not so bad la, except the tanglin sec 1, they do hiphop, so many supporters, so noisy -the supporters la- i hav got the image back yet, trying 2 get them frm the aunties that went with us.... i miss yew tee so much. but it seems tt tat principal frm yew tee dun allow us,ex-students, in NOT EVEN THE OPEN HOUSE!!! ridiculous la. days pass as it seems, so fast 7 mth alr. i remembered how much i feared the 7 mth in my pri sch days, coz of all those scary things. but sec 1 days passes so fast, so many things 2 revise, eg: d&t, geog, hist. n so on so on. my stomach ache, so painful.... dunnoe wad 2 do now, so bored... very little ppl online, sam gor dun wanna tok 2 me. actually he busy i think, anyway, I'M soooo bored. nothin2 sae le la, bb =)

days goes by like the everflowing water

2008-07-15T18:59:00.002+08:00

sigh, days sure pass fast! do hope tt time goes faster, den hav holidays =) but den dun reali look 4ward 2 my dec holidays..... gtg china AGN.... winter time there, freezing there. so sad. gotta celebrate my b'dae there too, dun wan! no cake, no presents haa, ok la, not i reali wan presents but never celebrated my b'dae in real winter ... though my b'dae is reali IN WINTER!!! sigh, just reali wanna go n hav fun, but it's so cold, n borin if my cousins are not goin.... but finally can go make snow angels! haa nothin much this few days, life such a bore now. sigh.... bb 4 now

paino exams went great

2008-07-11T16:04:00.002+08:00

2dae the examiner was so kind, keep gimme chance =) k la actually, she is very cheerful, n she is so encouraging. =) will wirte moren elaborate wheni'm in the mood

songs =)

2008-07-09T17:33:00.002+08:00

i'm stubborn, childish tat's who n what i am

2008-07-06T16:01:00.007+08:00

I AM STUBBORN ,

CHILDISH N TAT'S

WHO N HOW I AM.

A clear drop of dew falls on my nose as I walk pass the willow tree,
Thinking of our past when sitting under this very tree,
Thinking of the things we do when we were walking pass this tree,
Laughing at people who think that we wouldn’t last forever,
Making a little promise to ourselves, that we won’t leave each other,
‘As long as time goes by, my love for you will never die,’
It will never matter now that we have chosen our path,
To decide fate with our own hands,
To think that such a fantasy would happen
And to let people’s warnings pass by
Without a single word, you left me behind.

composed on 2 july, Shuantae Ang

THIS IS 4 PPL ,

WHO WANNA NOE

WAD IS LOVE =)

Why must love hurt so much,
why must my heart be filled with pain?
Why must this tears fall down my face?
Why must love fill like it do? WHY?
Why must I be the one who feels like life is not worth living?
Why do people think love is the answer to your hearts questions?
Why must I toss and turn at night because your love hunts me in my sleep?
Why do I feel I should put my life on the line because of my strong love for you?
Why must I cry? Why must I hurt? Why must I be? Why do I love? WHY? WHY? WHY? must my heart be filled with pain? WHY?

Are You One Of My Angels

My heart has been lifted by the love you share with me.
Never realizing just how it would change my life.
That gentle touch to remind me that it's ok.
Those soft spoken words when I need encouragement.
The way you seem to touch my heart every time we visit.
Now my soul has been set free to soar the heavens.
God gave me angels here on earth.

This is goin 2 be bout the daughter of the sea.

composed by me

a very long time ago,(p6)

We are like the waves……
We sway to the breeze…
We bow to the earth…

At night, we sing our lovely song…
Here it is…
The moment we have been waiting for,
Its night, people go and fisher-man comes back from the dangerous sea.
We sang as we rejoice…
We pledge as we sore
We, the survival of the sea
Pledge to bring peace to people
And help the sea-people
We will keep our promise to save our land…

Who we are… no one knows,
No one will
As we only come out at night to hear our king sing
And see our lord; this is the time where no one sees us
Or they are fast asleep
We know as we come across all 4 seas, go across the desert.

We are who we are, the sea, calls for the daughter of the sea
The one and only one that survived the seal’s war.
Many children died but not her,
She dashed her way towards the shore,
She became the 1st legendary seal daughter
Her hair is as smooth as silk, her eyes, with the colour of the deep sea.
When she is in rage,
Her eyes will be the lighted part of the card box.
It is dim, it is brown,
People adore her as we worship her. =D

apology

2008-07-01T15:28:00.002+08:00

sry guys, 11 July not coming 2 sch le, make u guys cannot take ur results earlier. i promise i will take the test on that following Monday. dun blame me ar. sry guys. may not post 4 another 2 weeks / so, busy preparing 4 my piano exam. Samuel gor, Tricia, must pray 4 me agn k? thank you gor n tris. =)
Sorry guys, my apology... from the bottom of my heart. wish u guys Gd luck on the test. =) revise well!!!!!! (tip: revise the casco 1 more =) it'll come out (most properly) =) ) bb 4 now >.<>

end of the month

2008-06-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

sigh, it is well, the end of the month, n my paino exams are drawing near, hope i can get dic. so i can skip grade 6 n jump 2 grade 7. missing china so fast le, better if i stay there, well, htere have it's pros n cons, well, at least better than ppl calling me names.... my pieces are goin gd so far, well, my scales are sooooooooooooooo worrying, it's freaking me out. need 2 concentrate on it n my aural !!!!! nit 2 memo them. so frightening, 11 july not coming 2 sch le. so hav fun 4 a day without me =)

coming back,

2008-06-23T19:01:00.009+08:00

sigh, on the way back, my mother and i was almost late, thanks 2 the delayed flight in Qingdao 2 Beijing. well, we were lucky,coz in another 5 minutes, the checking in counter was closing. though lucky, my mother and i had different seats. well not very far anyway. then i was almost knocked unconscious... when flying form Beijing back 2 Singapore, some womenwas putting her luggage on the overhead compartment, above me, of course.Suddenly, the women with the luggage lost grip and it hit my head. well, i was searching through my bag 4 my books, then the thing hit me, all i know was something hit my head and then the person next to me screamed. lucky 4 her, it only hit her table n well, index fingers. wow! i tell u, everybody was looking at me and the person next to me, then the head flight stewardess came rushing here, when heard the scream. she asked if i was ok, right then, i was at a loss, i was rubbing my head and asking myself wad hit me? wad is wrong wif those people, why are they asking me things? i was asking myself questions. people from all corners were asking if i was ok, right after they asked the person sitting next 2 me, all except the culprit. sad day 4 me, well the culprit didn't even say anything 2 me throughout the whole 6 hrs. not even a sorry. sad women though, travelling with her family members who do not at all care, they must be very arrogant well after tat, the stewardess gave us VIP seats =) yar, tat was very comfortable, they kepp asking me 2 sleep!!! i hate tat part. well i watch a movie and they treat me as a patient. well it didn't hurt for a long time , but it did hurt a few days later. my head was spinning every now n then. so i wun be surprise if i get another headache. bought a new bag,new spec and hmmm....... well, presents are no gd, the only thing i can buy around tat area was PAPPER. lame, i noe. sad thing though. =( well, i would continue, but i dunno when, i guess it's farewell then. some pictures 2 look at =)

tat's the caretaker of our old farm

tat's the scorpion dish... nice, =)

tats my cousin, peisian n his gm =)

tat's my 2nd cousin, songwei

tat's me! walking into our pig farmtat's my gp,dad n me =) tat's a mother pig feeding her babies tat's piglets <1 old =")">

tat's the nice route 2 the new farm. those are pigs houses, tat's only one part of them. nicely planted trees. fresh air. can run about in the morning, just open the door and play, there is the whole place 4 u to play, they plant plants,veg. n now, they are putting out the grains, called the DA MAI

tat's the strawberry land
tat's the freshly picked berrys, i picked them, so sweet!

My life in china(1 whole month)

2008-06-13T21:33:00.003+08:00

the picture of the enterance of our new farm...

heyya guys, it has been a long time yea? sry... staying in china now and it's the last day 2day. the last night. my last night with all my family members in china. pitiful =( i hav learnt things here in china, took loads of pictures that i will only share when i come back. tomorrow, maybe the next week. loads of stuffed toys,papper,note bks, pens, and loads of stuff. though almost completing my holiday hw, i still believe tat i am not putting in my effort in china. (these ppl in china keep asking me 2 stay here n study)(hate it man!) 2day went 2 see their sec sch. not bad, but not as gd as west spring. though classrooms are almost (60%) made out of wood.

life here is simple and plain. the ppl of china is very (out-spoken) meaning sortta tough n rough

traffic conditions here are not gd either. =( they anyhow cut here cut there. sun down by 7 pm, sun rise by 5 plus. early eh? well, i dun really wake up till 11 plus coz the bed is just so weird tat i wanna stay longer. i ended up sleeping on the sofa too. sad,sad. but actually the sofa isn't bad =) completed so hw, went shoping just now n bought new specs, new bag. nicky =) white lovely. sin dollar. bout 60~70+ quite ex. but worth it. my baby cousins here are so kawaii!!!(cute) the eldest here is lyk onli p1? n still very cute! but unfortuately, all boys. but luckily, the eldest 1 listens 2 me =) life here is just fine. greenery, pig smell is quite heavyu during this time of year. but the piglets are oso very cute =) got 2 touch them. very soft, but then their hairs on their body are so rough =( i played with them (as in spray water on them 2 release their heat, as they cannot sweat. ) so sad, but the happy nosies said it all =) well after a long month, i'll miss my grandpa here. still as stubborn as ever. maybe i am even more stubborn than him, tat's y he always give in in the end.

=) missed tricia. but *dun worry tris, lots of stuff 4 u, remember 2 bring recycling bag 2 sch >.<* haha okok, tok bout the life here i simple n plain. their thinking oso very simple n plain. bargaining here is lyk so diff, they just dun give in =( wad 2 do? went 2 our garden on the mountains n it was beautiful, though i was awfully irratated coz they pull my there. =( mountains and fresh water gushing , splashing against the rocks, dragonflies flyingabove the waters, farmers harvesting their crops, fruits, the place is called the ,li yuan. trees planted there are so beautiful. butterflies fluttering around the many different kinds of flowers. bees, busy taking honey, animals hidding around the woods. fresh air blows gently, and around us, making us refreshed. though it's my last day here, i'll miss the woods surrounding the new farm. and the trees shading me from the sunlight in the old farm. i'll miss them all. the workers there, as i say my gd byes, though i didn't cry, my mother did. well, she is very emotional. my fantasy land starts and stops here in china. the moment i step out of the plane 2 china, i had made my mind clear, that enjoyment will be here, and ends here as i leave this place.

loads of loving stuff here. gardens here are fantestic too! roses, tulips and others. staying in the farm has really been different. life is different. it is simplier than the city. nethertheless, complicated inthe incide. conflixs starst here. n just 2day. the inspector came 2 our farm and inspect. well, i do hope 4 the best. gd luck! i'll be posting photos in the next post. hope i can do blogging in the near future. wel, report bks are coming back and i'm looking 4word 2 it no matter wad happens. =) wish 4 the best! will miss this ragged* house(well, not really ragged, but old though) have peace in this farm and have blessings here. a pic of ou farm. onli showing one house =) refer 2 the top.

New Pharse In My Life

2008-03-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

wad's up ppl!!! I'm back from this long imprisonment,actually, it's me who is LAZY to come n update, onli the background. I have something 2 announcement to make! I just got the best results i ever wanted, (well actually not really, but happy with it!) I know and discover new things myself. I got new friendships, new songs, new ppl 2 encourage me again. well i still need my mother 2 push me again, coz she is really letting me do wadeva i wan and i hate it. Funny some of you might say, but i hate shopping, hate handbags, love slingbacks and hand carry bks, now u understand y i dun wan any well, shoulder bags..... Everything grew, but not me, i still love 6D, i wan 2 live with my past, i think, but the present is OK. though i still miss lao tai gong, gor gor, my nephew, lao tai ma, a gong, pa pa, my uncles, Darius a gor and many more ppl. I wish i could be more open-minded in my sec days, but no, 6D is much better, i can be open-minded, can be care free, never care bout not having enuf noise to hear, not enuf gossips 2 hear, not enuf crying,shouting,laughing,scolding to hear! I miss the days where we could say anything we want, bad or gd! i miss the days when i could mess up gor gor's hair, listing 2 miss Lin scold ppl, us, or anyone. I feel lyk everybody has already moved on, but i cannot bear to move any step, knowing that I'll will out alot on that,the thought of this always bring tears into my eyes. Even gor gor is changing, he seldom give me short answers, but now, he does, and I'm lyk a pain in the neck for him. i just cannot stand this anymore. I really wanna get a real break, no anything, just me in an empty white room, with white beds,white doors,white table and everything white. MISS EVERYTHING I'VE LOST IN THIS 3 MONTHS! I REALLY WANT THEM BACK. HEAR ME?! JUST GIVE THEM ALL BACK TO ME, GOD!!!! BEG YOU.

Sec 1

2008-01-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Sec 1 is great in west spring. luckily i got in from appealing. happy 2 spend a day in 1C,where tris is in, but the next day,i got trans out n got into 1B. i cried till my eyes sore n the more i kept thing,the mre tears rolled out n wet my pillow. the fact that i just cannot bear to leave my best friend 4 fear that i will lose her like the rest of my other friends not in yew tee but else where. she's gaining popularity n every1 likes her. i can see that she wants to hold on to this best-friend-friendship, but i'm afarid that it might make us worse. girls in her class doesn't seem 2 like me being with her, it's odd, but i'll like to stay with her as long as possible, as almost every1 noes, i enter wets spring ,more than 50% is because of her, n i love her as my best friend. a moment of lost can mean a moment of depression.my best friend is learning to grow up,n so i'm supppose to grow 2, am i? trying 2 learn wad she likes be4 but i never made it through. i'll miss her if i cannot get into 1C........ but we can stilll see each other in the sch compound,on second thought,i don even noe if she'll reco me as the years go by. i'll remember her,no matter wad she does. i'll remember her as a large part of my heart. it really ache when i reached home from the disturbing news that i'm transfered. it ached so hard, i never felt it be4. i feel like i'm drifting away from her evey day, every sec, she interact with her peers, i dun blame her, i just want her 2 be happy, i'll be contented then. i never had had such a good friend in my life, in my ;life, my best friends in the past doesn stand longer than 1 year.it's sad that i will eventually leave her....... may this not be the last time we're taking this photo.. (at the top)

Many Thanks 2 The Person Behind This Blog

2007-12-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

Many Thanks 2 The Person Behind This Blog... This Person Helped Me In This Blog And That Person Is Miss Ang Siew Boon! She Thought Me Everything In A Blog.... My Apology If I Hadn't Notice Your Help In Blogging These Few Years...In The Past,I Thought Yan Ying Was The Best... But No Heart-Feelings Yan Ying,.. Your Still As Good As I Know. It's Just That,When I need Help,You Weren't The First One To Be There. Siew Boon,You Know My Gratitude For Helping Me Again And Again From Studies To Blogging. I Also Want 2 Congrats You On Your PSLE Marks. In fact,Every1 Should Have A Thumps Up For Their Great Performance When Taking Their PSLE. Worries Aren't The Best Thing To Do,Keep Your Mind Positive And You'll Be In The Right Path. I Want 2 Thank Everyone Who Has Been Encouraging Me 2 Strive For My PSLE. I'm Elated 2 Know I Have Such Good Friends Like You. (Now I'm Toking Bout My Classmates) If You Have Anything I Can Help,Just Give Me A Ring,4 Those Who Has My Hp No. If You Don't,Try 2 get It From Our Classmates. I'll Remember You Guys.. Cause You Guys Were The Best,In Studies,In Motivation,In Jokes,In Cheering People Up. You All Know Who Fits In Which Categories.I'll Keep The Auto-graph Book Till The End.