Saturday, March 22, 2008
♥ New Pharse In My Life
wad's up ppl!!! I'm back from this long imprisonment,actually, it's me who is LAZY to come n update, onli the background. I have something 2 announcement to make! I just got the best results i ever wanted, (well actually not really, but happy with it!) I know and discover new things myself. I got new friendships, new songs, new ppl 2 encourage me again. well i still need my mother 2 push me again, coz she is really letting me do wadeva i wan and i hate it. Funny some of you might say, but i hate shopping, hate handbags, love slingbacks and hand carry bks, now u understand y i dun wan any well, shoulder bags..... Everything grew, but not me, i still love 6D, i wan 2 live with my past, i think, but the present is OK. though i still miss lao tai gong, gor gor, my nephew, lao tai ma, a gong, pa pa, my uncles, Darius a gor and many more ppl. I wish i could be more open-minded in my sec days, but no, 6D is much better, i can be open-minded, can be care free, never care bout not having enuf noise to hear, not enuf gossips 2 hear, not enuf crying,shouting,laughing,scolding to hear! I miss the days where we could say anything we want, bad or gd! i miss the days when i could mess up gor gor's hair, listing 2 miss Lin scold ppl, us, or anyone. I feel lyk everybody has already moved on, but i cannot bear to move any step, knowing that I'll will out alot on that,the thought of this always bring tears into my eyes. Even gor gor is changing, he seldom give me short answers, but now, he does, and I'm lyk a pain in the neck for him. i just cannot stand this anymore. I really wanna get a real break, no anything, just me in an empty white room, with white beds,white doors,white table and everything white. MISS EVERYTHING I'VE LOST IN THIS 3 MONTHS! I REALLY WANT THEM BACK. HEAR ME?! JUST GIVE THEM ALL BACK TO ME, GOD!!!! BEG YOU.
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