Friday, January 4, 2008

Sec 1 is great in west spring. luckily i got in from appealing. happy 2 spend a day in 1C,where tris is in, but the next day,i got trans out n got into 1B. i cried till my eyes sore n the more i kept thing,the mre tears rolled out n wet my pillow. the fact that i just cannot bear to leave my best friend 4 fear that i will lose her like the rest of my other friends not in yew tee but else where. she's gaining popularity n every1 likes her. i can see that she wants to hold on to this best-friend-friendship, but i'm afarid that it might make us worse. girls in her class doesn't seem 2 like me being with her, it's odd, but i'll like to stay with her as long as possible, as almost every1 noes, i enter wets spring ,more than 50% is because of her, n i love her as my best friend. a moment of lost can mean a moment of depression.my best friend is learning to grow up,n so i'm supppose to grow 2, am i? trying 2 learn wad she likes be4 but i never made it through. i'll miss her if i cannot get into 1C........ but we can stilll see each other in the sch compound,on second thought,i don even noe if she'll reco me as the years go by. i'll remember her,no matter wad she does. i'll remember her as a large part of my heart. it really ache when i reached home from the disturbing news that i'm transfered. it ached so hard, i never felt it be4. i feel like i'm drifting away from her evey day, every sec, she interact with her peers, i dun blame her, i just want her 2 be happy, i'll be contented then. i never had had such a good friend in my life, in my ;life, my best friends in the past doesn stand longer than 1 year.it's sad that i will eventually leave her....... may this not be the last time we're taking this photo.. (at the top)